Baby, you remind me of quicksand Look stable but can't stand On the damn thing I don't know Why it is so Did the tears clear your eyes? Do your ears fear no lies? Infatuated with the idea Of what you wish I were Chaining me so tenderly In control endlessly Surrendering to the unknown that's drawing me in Ever after? Probably Happily? Doubtfully Demanding the answer that I just don't have There's no in-between, no midway I love you but I hate the way I have to be afraid of Every word I'm gonna say Why do you make me Choose from two extremes? The best friend, I've got to be Or the worst fucking enemy I step into quicksand A helpless and a sick man X's and spirals In the place of my eyeballs Hang me on the cross now You may be the boss now Who's laughing? No one I guess the joke's over Chaining me so tenderly In control endlessly Surrendering to the unknown that's drawing me in Ever after? Probably Happily? Doubtfully Demanding the answer that I just don't have Chaining me so tenderly, ah In control endlessly, ah Ever after? Probably, ah Happily? Doubtfully, ah All boils down to number two Are we gon' divide it by two Or multiply it by two Plus-minus true-false-true Question: basic - but how come Know the method, not the outcome The two sides of the axis 50/50 chance of backward advancing

I think I'm gonna have to take another day off I need to think, I need to drink this through Don't you tell me that I should buckle up Since you are the reason why I am fucked up I know that I bore you, I know I make you sick I know I'm not what you wanted me to be I'm trying my hardest to breathe the fucking air But there's no ventilation in this jail If I ain't good enough, good enough Then get the hell away from me Good enough, good enough Then make your escape from me Good enough, good enough Then fuck your way away from me Fuck your games, I ain't gonna play along On a road called life I'm trying to hitchhike 'Cause my feet are tired of walking downhill I always survive somehow everytime Yet I don't know a single answer to the question "why?" Switched around the effect and the cause Now I don't fucking know who I am anymore I tend to go far, so far no good But this lie reminds me of the truth If I ain't good enough, good enough Then get the hell away from me Good enough, good enough Then make your escape from me Good enough, good enough Then fuck your way away from me That's the way you've been doing since the day one Too lazy to erase Too lazy to create Too lazy to change, too lazy to stay the same Too fucked up to love Too fucked up to fuck Too fucked up to hold onto everything I've got If I ain't good enough, good enough Then get the hell away from me Good enough, good enough Then make your escape from me Good enough, good enough Then fuck your way away from me That's the way you've been doing since the day one If I ain't good enough, good enough Then get the hell away from me Good enough, good enough Then make your escape from me Good enough, good enough Then fuck your way away from me I don't need a day of being pushed around

She's in love again She's in love again She's in love, again With love She's in love again Wonderful Can you see the rainbows? She's in love again Love, love, love my friend Love is in the air Can't breathe She's in love again Love, love, love my friend Love is in the making Naked fellow, hello fellow What are you doing inside my house? She's in love again, again, again, again Can you hear them birds singin'? Can you smell the flowers? She's in love again, but not with me It doesn't take Einstein to understand That you just need get rid of all the time in your hands Deep inside you know this doesn't really have to last You'd rather stay excited and grab everything that you can as fast as you can Here we go Into the new Wish I could stay Or go with you Away we go Away She's in love again, but not with me

So close, so distant, always someone else At first so sweet, then so disgusting You're almost real I almost feel you But when it's done always conceal you In my mind you're mine In my mind you're mine I love you, hate you, you're just like a drug And when I have you I will use you up We are symbiotic, parasites Building up each others' fake paradises Fiction addiction, fiction addiction In my mind you're mine In my mind you're mine Mine, mine Fiction addiction, fiction addiction You're so dirty, I'm so obscene I wonder what it's like behind the scenes My arms are bruised my hands are tired now Reaching out to you through the screen somehow Always static, at times extatic So close, so far but I don't panic I get what I need, I put the lotion I shoot the seed, repeat the motion In my mind you're mine In my mind you're mine Mine, mine Fiction addiction, fiction addiction

Go and have fun Shoot me into sun I won't blame you Go and have fun So much fun I can't tame you Wild one, what did we become? I can't change you Go and have fun Jumpin' on the run Little rebel I'm aware I don't care I'm aware I'm okay Go and have fun Shoot me into sun I can't blame you Go and have fun Pretty little one I would take you On the run Climbing up to sun I won't change you Come, come Shoot me into sun I will wave to You from there I'm aware I don't care I'm aware (I am just, just as lost as everyone) (Things I've done, made me become what I am now) Shoot, shoot, shoot me into sun I won't blame you I will wave to you

Well I don't consider that everything I ever heard was a lie But I'm confident that there is just more than I wanted there to be Now I'm falling down with rain, I assimilate with wet sand Go ahead and try to grab me, there won't be a grain of me on your hand When they say there's light at the end of the tunnel The blind man finds it kinda funny Yeah they say there's plenty of fish in the sea This fisherman silently disagrees (they had to take that fish that belonged to me) Made my halo a ring of fire Incinerated myself in the middle of the masses Burned the bridges, burned my house down And rose up from the ashes I'll spend my whole life doing things that I hate just to get my cup filled And if a war comes I'll volunteer to the frontline just to get killed I'm no running low on self-esteem, in fact I'm blowing off steam Just like the big fat freight train that's gonna run over me When they say there's got to be another fish in the pond I don't even respond Made my halo a ring of fire Incinerated myself in the middle of the masses Burned the bridges, burned my house down And rose up from the ashes And my name is Jesus And your name is Judas And her name we all fear We don't even wanna hear Her name we all fear We don't even wanna hear Her name we all fear We don't even wanna hear And her name we all fear Made my halo a ring of fire Incinerated myself in the middle of the masses Burned the bridges, burned my house down And rose up from the ashes Let it be known, that if I die first I won't forget this heist Enjoy what you got, it's something you've earned But I'll be your poltergeist I'll be your poltergeist I'll be your poltergeist I'll be your poltergeist Motherfucker

Had enough of having your back and all I'm packing up Hysterical for you to say I'm slacking off Have it all, keep jacking off I'll burn you witch, you son of a bitch You're the biggest glitch in this program 'fore I go away, I will erase The smile from your face Detonate I will not sink with this ship And believe it or not, your shit stinks You think you're a king, a kingpin You're a penguin so keep on flapping your wings Retrace your movements shitface You didn't kick me, I quit Took a while to realize just how naïve I've been I thought that this was a great shot To do what I always wanted to And guess what, I believed you were good, but You were not But so fucking what I close the door No longer a whore I close the door No longer a whore of yours I will not sink with this ship And believe it or not Your shit stinks You think you're a king, a kingpin You're a penguin so keep on flapping your wings You make me sick, dipshit And you're gonna drown Gonna go down Keep your chin heel high as you die Keep on trying to fly

Well I've been out of my mind Well I've got no one to blame Well I've been out of your reach Got no excuses to say Baby I'm no longer here Leave a message to my answering machine Baby I'm no longer here I'm having a safe flight on strong medicine You're not afraid of anything You're not the enemy And I guess you're like Yes I guess you're my Sister Well I remember the past Well the bad times at least Well I am running as fast As I can from it Baby I'm no longer here You and I know that I'll never return Baby I'm no longer here If you still got pictures of me make them all burn You're not afraid of anything You're not the enemy And I guess you're like Yes I guess you're my Sister You're not afraid of anything You're not the enemy And I guess you're like Yes I guess you're my Sister I never promised a happy ending I never promised an ending at all But we'll always have our past Just how fucked up is that? Baby I'm no longer here...

You don't have to tell I don't wanna know Don't expect an answer I ain't gonna talk Noddin' my head But I'm thinkin' "no" I already forgot what you said I just wanna go, go I please a mother I please a father Please have some other Release the little sucker I'll go away I'll stay away It's all the same I never made a difference anyway I'll go away I'll stay away It's all the same I never made a difference anyway Me, I'm broken You could never mend The game is over Rules you couldn't bend Not to be continued Something's got to end The pilot was a failure And another show begins, again, again My outer shell's got nothing to tell you My heart's a rusty Ferrari, my heart's a dead Cinderella I'll go away I'll stay away It's all the same I never made a difference anyway I'll go away I'll stay away I wink my eye at what could've been I wonder what if it would've been It's such a shame 'cause it should've been And it fades away but it could've been... good I'll go away I'll stay away It's all the same I never made a difference anyway I'll go away I'll stay away It's all the same I'll go away I'll stay away It's all the same I never made a difference anyway I'll go away I'll stay away It's all the same I never made a difference anyway Throw me away Throw me away

I was looking over my shoulder to see if you were looking back at me I was looking over my shoulder to see if you were looking back at me I scare myself sometimes I am on autopilot You ask me if I wanna try this and that and I say "sure, why not" Into the new This dimension amazes me There is no air, no gravity Am I hallucinating? Feels like I'm in the corner of the ceiling What a feeling Now you are looking at My life flashes before your eyes I'm on the other side of the screen I know exactly what you feel, is this real? I was looking over my shoulder to see if you were looking back at me I was looking over my shoulder to see if you were looking back at me I get goosebumps and chills 'cause I'm going with the flow It's my semi-free will, say "go", I say "no", but I go Into the new I don't want to let go of this feeling Stop giving me mouth to mouth I don't want to come down from the ceiling Stop giving me electric shocks For fuck's sake, let me keep this, it's awesome Stop operating me doctor Stop reconnecting the wires in my head Stop and just pronounce me dead I was looking over my shoulder to see if you were looking back at me I was looking over my shoulder to see if you were looking back at me Don't bring me back just to see that she's still mad at me If I happen to catch my breath again, she will want me dead again Back to the body Worm point-of-view Enter the party Into the new

I'll upgrade my face So I can look better I'll upgrade my eyes So I can look at you better I'll upgrade my fate I'll cheat to win the race I'll upgrade the quality of my life By sucking up to everything I hate Pretty side up Pretty side up When you walk down As the lights go out As the life runs out Pretty side up In victory And in defeat And in between Keep your pretty side up I'll upgrade my image So that I can please the people I'll upgrade my image Stupid now instead of evil I'll remain effective By never getting sick I'll upgrade the quality of my life By increasing the size of my dick Pretty side up Pretty side up When you walk down As the lights go out As the life runs out Pretty side up In victory And in defeat And in between Keep your pretty side up

A new era begins I feel nothing Just a lump in my throat And the sinking boat And the wet cold feet And the brown dead leaves No longer fast or strong This moment lasts too long Would someone just be so kind and kill me? If you don't mind, be so kind and kill me 'cause I'm willing to die I think I'm in danger With this stranger That lives in my body He'd like to cut my wrist He doesn't wanna heal He just wants to feel Some kind of sensation Some kind of penetration Could you just cut the shit and fuck me? Just shut it, cut the shit and fuck me Action, please She's smiling, why? She isn't sad, why? Fuck you, my love, you were always above me The only three that care for me: me, myself and I Would someone just be so kind and kill me? If you don't mind, be so kind and kill me 'cause I'm willing to die Could you just cut the shit and fuck me? Just shut it, cut the shit and fuck me Action, please Action, please